This song speaks to me. Last year, I was suicidal and depressed until my best friend and my mother helped me get better. I'm not 100% content with my life but I'm recovering. Thank you for reading if you took the time out to read and if any of you are going through depression, please know that you're not alone and you're worth it and I love you ❤❤
“But your death it won’t happen to you it happens to your family and your friends” that hits deep.
I don't know, it just hits me. That feeling that I always wanted to die. But I don't want to admit that I'm depress, I think I'm not. But I always wanna die alone.
"but your death it won't happen to you. it happens to your family and friends." that is the reason i've stayed alive so far. i don't think my parents deserve to see the child they've spent so much time and energy and money to raise, in a coffin. no, they don't. they deserve to have a child that gets good grades, and is beautiful, both inside and outside. i may not be that child, but i'm definitely not the one that is buried six feet under while their parents watch. no, i'm not. fuck depression, but i'm staying strong for my parents. i have to.
“The thoughts never really go away; They just become easier to live with”
If I could literally count how many times i say 'i wanna die' to myself every single day It could be a hundred and I was living like this since I was in middle school. I really am staying alive not for myself but for the people around me. If I could end my life in a switch without having to care about people i will be leaving, I wouldn't have second thoughts. Does anyone feel this way too fck
I wish depression was something that could be cured with pills . But the harsh fact is that pills just makes you calm for a while and it’s just the same cycle again. “If you can’t survive, just try” this like really got me thinking and it seems I have been doing that for 2 years now . I’m glad I’m still alive after all those years of depression and suicidal thoughts. It’s never gonna go but so am I . I’m not going anywhere too. Thank you 1975
But your death it won't happen to you. It happens to your family and friends - why I can never successfully kill myself
Why does this sound so nostalgic? Felt like I've known this song forever
This song understands me more than 90% of the people in my life.
Listening to this on a rainy afternoon. The nostalgia is killing me.
i always listen to this everyday. I love this song. yes, i wanna die but im thinking about those people i love. i still wanna see them smiling, laughing and turning into the best version of themselves. i always wanna die and keep all my memories in me forever but it doesn’t work that way. i love being alive because of the people surrounding me but i always wanna die. :((
hi! this is my list of depressive or comforting songs. try listening to its lyrics. i hope this will help u ghais :) • how to save a life by the fray • i always wanna die sometimes by the 1975 • trying my best by anson seabra • be alright by dean lewis • someone by michael schulte • heard u crying by michaek schulte • i cant carry this anymore by anson seabra • say something by kodaline • heavy by linkin park • iridescent by linkin park • save myself by ed sheeran • one more light by linkin park • if i die young by the band perry • i still talk to jesus by lany • malibu night by lany • thru these tears by lany • someone by michael schulte • heard ure crying by michael schulte • all i want by kodaline • everything changes by kodaline • drown by bring me to the horizon • terrible things by mayday parade • lost boy by ruth b. • life moves on by finneas • die alone by finneas • i lost a friend by finneas • too sad to cry sasha sloan • say im sober by billy locket • you said you'd grow old with me • care by kodaline • ur saving grace by kodaline • this is what self destruction feels like by marina lim • hold on by chord street i hope this could help. i think this is the only way i could help u ghais. why am i sharing these to u? bcs i wanted u to know that through this song, ure not fighting in this battle alone. i know what ure feeling ryt now, and i understand ur pain. i understand, believe me, i do. ps, if ud like to recommend me a song, i would rlly appreciate it.
it feels like it's hugging me
The ‘sometimes’ makes it so that even if you change the lyrics to: “I always wanna live, sometimes” It’s still pretty depressing
sounds like the closing of some teen tv show 💔
Been so alone and misunderstood, yet at the same time felt too much pressure for being connected and loved by many people who expect me to do many things I can't do. I feel numb, every time, every day of my life. I feel hopeless, I don't why and what for I live. Hope I'll get better soon.
Just 10 seconds into the song and I knew I was gonna cry. Damn.
my mom died 2 years ago, but the last time I saw her was 10 years ago. It's killing me every time I miss her and I can't even picture how her face looks like in my head. I miss her so much.
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